If he....

Makes me laugh in a way no one else does, works hard attempts to understand me when everyone else actually gives up..

How can I say he is just a FRIEND?

But, what if he does this with every second girl? No, I don't want to be one of them... I want to be the only 'one'!

When I look up to him,

just one thought runs through my mind, how can someone be just so perfect?

Impeccable in his every aspect! So flawless!

The way he talks, the way he teases, the way he laughs and most importantly the way he says my name!

But, what if he doesn't feel the same? What if he doesn't love me? No, this thought just ruins everything!

No, I won't tell him! What if he says he won't talk to me ever?

What if I ruin even the slightest of friendship we share now? No, I won't tell him!

But, just in case in an Utopian world he do loves me? And, he too fears that if he tells me it would ruin our friendship?

So, the things don't change! None of us speaks up and thus keep our feelings to ourselves!

And he surely isn't a friend!